You're Winter, I'm Snow

There was a time when I never thought,
I'd write of love, happy endings, and what not.
And then one day, he came into my life
Casually asked if I'd be his wife.

You can imagine how it hit me, and more,
That nothing like this, had ever happened before.
And now what was I to do, what would I say?
Comfortably numb, was how I was prepared to stay.

Then I wondered, with all my heart
Single was the way from the start.
But now it was time, I let someone in
To care, to love, to hold unto death within.

And why not him, he was perfect as ever
Much like me, and at the same time, never!
We fit like pieces of a puzzle pretty well
And his smile had already cast a spell.

We could talk endlessly and let time go by
For a non-phone person, that's pretty fly.
And we could drink together to celebrate good times
Isn't that more a luxury today and less of crime?

Icing on the cake is he's simple and true.
He's a sucker for brands, but loves pani puri too!
So I said yes, of course! I wouldn't have it any other way
And we're now engaged, to be married before May.

What can I tell you, I was looking all along,
Through words that rhymed, that hummed into a song.
And there you are - my comfort, my home, and all that I know.
Cos darling you're winter, and I'm snow.

We Have Us

Yes our lives are messy

But who gives a damn

We can sort our crap out

As long as we're talking, we can.

Rough day at work,

Rough time at play

Just some momentary madness

Good times will eventually stay

I don't know why I'm writing this

Or tagging you on this piece

I needed to clear out the mess

In my head - need some peace.

And you know well, you know how

This works both ways, then and now

You sort my shit and I sort yours

And then we waste time chasing cars :)

You and Me

You're into me, I'm into you
We talk and talk, that's all we do
We share our stories, our lives, our pain
But there's a line we draw, a line we feign

We're close, yet so far
we're killing time, counting stars
Beating around the bush, when we really know
We're meant to be, you're winter, I'm snow

How long do we fake the real feel inside
How long do I ride the high tide
Can't you hint it? Can't you speak out?
How do I know you like what we've got?

I'm clueless, not knowing what you feel
Don't know what you're thinking, don't know what's the deal
We're friends I guess, seems like that to me
But I know there's something else, deeper than we see

I can't get it out, don't know how to say it
I feel a connection, our souls so livid
Why doesn't it show on the outside, why does my mind say no
My heart's flipping, fluttering, jumping high and low

I want to build the courage,
I want to tell you now
How much I love you,
and for long its been how

I love you more than life,
I love you more than me
I love you more than you could ever know,
What love is meant to be

Going Home..

I'm staring out the window
Wondering where i can leave my pain
I can't see the sun shine bright
The sky cries and it rains

I wish you understand what I'm going through
Sleepless nights and endless days
I don't know if I can ever overcome
If I can turn around and change my ways

You always needed something more
You didn't hesitate to show me the door
I was never ever good enough for you
How hard I tried but that wouldn't do

I'm dying inside I need to run away
I'll lose myself if I stay another day
I can't risk my life, my heart, my mind
For someone whose love I cannot find

I'm sorry I'm going, I need to get away
I need to find myself before its late
Forgive me for eloping with my soul
I'm not cheating, I'm just going home.

DARK SIDE OF THE MOON

In the dark wintery night

Grey cloud cover in my way

I see the twinkling stars

Shining as bright as would they

I see no one around me

Cannot look back to see them go

All alone am I this side

How I feel they’d never know

I’m cold and clammy

And darkness wants to stay

I’m looking for warm light

But it’s hours away

I shine bright black

But no one can see

I breathe and have a heart

But no one knows it’s me

In such a big sky

With people around

No one can see or hear me

Until I turn around

Until I shine

with help of those bright

I will not be known

I am no one in sight

On this side of the moon

In the dark side of the moon

We’re with each other hand in hand

In the dark side of the moon

We’re talking heart to heart

 

On the bright side

We’re miles away in distance

In this side of the moon

Ignorant of each others existence

 

In the dark side of the moon

In two bodies one soul dwells

In the dark side of the moon

We’re as fallen as love ever fell

 

On the bright side

We’re oblivious to each other

In this side of the moon

We’re searching for that perfect other

 

In the dark side of the moon

I know for certain and so do you

In the dark side of the moon

I want to and you want to, too

 

On the bright side

It’s just another day

In this side of the moon

Nothing is certain and here to stay

 

In the dark side of the moon

We can be what we want to be

In the dark side of the moon

No one knows and no one sees

 

Can you see us on the other side?

The dark side of the moon

Where we’re one and the world another

With only each other, we’re marooned

 

In this side of the the moon lies reality

In the bright side lies our fate

We were never together nor with each other

Not even after a long wait

 

Now I realize slowly

That together we were never true

I shed a tear of sorrow,

You were all I ever knew!

 

On the bright side of the moon, I sit

And pray with all my soul

Hand in hand we will walk one day

To the dark side of the moon.